Drained

Feels like someone's put a vacuum cleaner in me and just sucked up everything that makes me do stuff. It's probably due to the fact that I hadn't gone to sleep for 32 hours since now (I just had a 5 hour nap), and by "probably" I mean "absolutely".

Today when I got out of bed, everything was wobbly and I kept stumbling (cos I didn't actually sleep and was so tired) and I've pretty much felt like that all day. The reason I didn't go to sleep was because my sociology coursework decided to delete itself at 1am, just as I was finishing. Everything I'd done. So I stayed up all night to finish, and by the time I was done, I had to go to school. Yeah, it was awful, really, but I didn't get down about it, because if I did I'd never get it done. It's out of the way now, and I don't care what the hell I get because it's sociology and not something important.

I realised something today, something incredibly annoying about me as a person. On school days, I judge how good a day was completely on one thing. It's a small, insignificant thing that doesn't change anything, which is annoying how however fuckin' amazing my day is, I won't feel happy if I don't do this one thing by the end of the day. It gets me down, and what's worse is that just because I know it's not important, it doesn't stop me feeling down about it. I just feel kinda pathetic (and yeah, I'm not going on about what this thing that I have to do is. Why don't you make it up, haha, it'll be more entertaining that way.)

So yes, that's it. That's what's on my mind right now. Also lots of thoughts about young earth creationists and how I want to destroy them, but righting about that would be boring. I will say though, it's not nice when I'm told I'm going to hell by people, and they mean it.